yay today i bought a new pen! and its the best pen i've ever had! i think i will go back to acts tomorrow and buy ten more, no wait, A THOUSAND MORE!!! i have a steady income and im not afraid to use it! though clearly, i need to learn. i find myself buying things (thankfully, not direly expensive things) just because i can. what am i supposed to do with all this money? what am i possibly doing in the office that is worth all of this money? how could i ever be worth all of this money? i shall smile extra nicely at my boss tomorrow, maybe that will be enough. wait, who am i kidding. i should be smiling all the time! standing on one leg! juggling japanese light catalogues! what do you think we're paying you for, claire? tsk, naive interns.i almost lost lucy. thank you, papa, for teaching me that "buying a new one" isnt always the solution. thank you, bank account, for teaching me that even if it was the solution, i wouldnt be able to afford it anyway.
today we went back to the art room and ate pizza. i almost cried as i listened to everyone talking. i miss them all so much. i felt so close to them, how could we not be close after all that time together? how could we even bear to be apart? i cant, i wanted to cry on the bus ride home. i wanted to kidnap us all away to that magical place where we sit in container classrooms all day talking, drawing and eating. well, it might be a bit hard to kidnap myself, but i'm not being realistic here anyway, so haha!
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